Hi everyone.. I know i know its been a long time since the last time i update my blog -__- .. So here we are . How are you my amazing readers ?? So, I already back to Jakarta now hehe.. I am really busy with my life now since my uni’s life is going to end soon which means i am on my last term ( doing my last final project *crying inside LOL ) . Really cant wait to graduate !!! but on the other side , am also kinda freaked out because am going to leave Jakarta soon.. Yes yes yes , i know i always said this city is A B C n so on but lets face it, Jakarta has been my house for almost 4 years n its been a part of me hahaha.. 2 more months to go and am going to have my final trial so i am really nervous rite now especially with so many things i need to do ( drawing, build a model, made a powerpoint slide for presentation n so on ) . But watever happen, i am ready for it . To be honest, i am really happy with my life rite now. In fact, am going home this saturday for quick escape from uni’s life LOL ( just cant help it ).. Happy home , delicious foods, great company will definitely help my soul LOL.. Really cant wait to be home . I already made my ” to do list ” when am home this saturday haha.. Watch Iron man 3 with Nic ( i already watch it but am going to watch it again because we already promised each other to watch it together 2 months ago when we saw the trailer LOL ) , hang out with my girls , go karaoke , playing tennis n so on. Anyway guys , I need to hit my bed now so we continue some other time ? :). I will try to update my blog as much as i could :). Good nite and enjoy my post =D
n oh yeah.. i found another quiz on the internet so i answer it while watching Glee s4 LOL
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
With my sister when i was young LOl.. Does it count ?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Duh ==’. Who hasn’t ?
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Insanely YES ! LOL
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
8) Accused someone of using you?
Yes. n I was right
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Once ==’ n its pretty lame !!! I only drank 1 mini cup of fruit vodka ==’
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
Yes !!!! n its AMAZING !!!
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
I dont like video game but sure i skipped homework to shopping and watch movie LOL
(Right now) Are you:
No == but maybe SOON LOL
Not really haha.. i got so many things to do !!!
15) Avoiding someone?
16) Avoiding some task?
Trying to but sadly it failed whahahaa
19) Annoyed with a friend?
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Sadly yes =.=
21) Get depressed easily?
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
Depends on what case LOL
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
OH yes !
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
26) Go out drinking?
Nope. Not really my thing especially when i cant drink any alcohol hahaha
27) Smoke cigarettes?
No and wont !
28) Smoke weed?
Never try it LOL
29) Do any hard drugs?
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Used to believe that but not anymore. Not everyone deserve second chances !
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
Yes. What comes around comes back around.
36) Think things will get better?
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
My parents taught me not to “afraid” to take responsibility for my own actions.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
I dont really care much about other’s opinion about me, not anymore.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
I am a girl . ofc i want a boy with short hair LOL
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
Both LOL. I prefer sense of humour instead of smile and abs whahah
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open?
43) Eyes OR body?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
Spiritual, not religious. I believe people should decide for themselves what they believe, not follow what everyone else is doing.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
Since my parents kinda strict , i think no tattoos LOL . But if the guy as cute as adam levine , then its ok haahhha
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
I cant drink any alcohol ==
52) Smoke weed?
53) Smoke cigarettes?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
55) Forgive an ex boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
Well well well.. On my case , i prefer forget but not forgive. But, i dont really care anymore.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
Yes. My mom always taught me that.
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
Hmm why not ?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Would and will. I do not take kindly to those who threaten the ones I love.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
Why not ? Everyone has their own reasons for every actions.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
As much as I hate to say it, yes.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
No. I would lose the weight in a healthier way.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
70) Sleep naked?
Never try it LOL
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
76) Mac OR PC?
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
Hard to choose hmm.. listening to music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
Coke, tastes better
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
People changes and so do i but not drastically. Changing is a part of grown up so yeah
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
I dont know them haahhah
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
Craig sounds awesome !! Ronnie sounds gay whahha
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
Hmm.. i am a shophalic so this question is really hard.. but then again, i am a heels lover so SHOES then.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Depends. If drop out and can be rich then why not ? LOL
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
Nope , i told my parents about my social life..
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
Yes ! Thanx God LOL
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
Sometimes, because when you are a girl. You got so many things to be worried about.
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
My little brother asked me this question back then n i answer if a boy then Superman n if it a girl then Sailormoon LOL. Ok am joking ! I dont want to think that far because from my experience, its useless to think too far especially about future kids.
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
Don’t really hate any bands hahaha…
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I’m really stubborn and heck care person. Sometimes it caused pain to myself and my surroundings.