Back again !

Hi everyone.. I know i know its been a long time since the last time i update my blog -__- .. So here we are . How are you my amazing readers ?? So, I already back to Jakarta now hehe.. I am really busy with my life now since my uni’s life is going to end soon which means i am on my last term ( doing my last final project *crying inside LOL ) . Really cant wait to graduate !!! but on the other side , am also kinda freaked out because am going to leave Jakarta soon.. Yes yes yes , i know i always said this city is A B C n so on but lets face it, Jakarta has been my house for almost 4 years n its been a part of me hahaha.. 2 more months to go and am going to have my final trial so i am really nervous rite now especially with so many things i need to do ( drawing, build a model, made a powerpoint slide for presentation n so on ) . But watever happen, i am ready for it . To be honest, i am really happy with my life rite now. In fact, am going home this saturday for quick escape from uni’s life LOL ( just cant help it ).. Happy home , delicious foods, great company will definitely help my soul LOL.. Really cant wait to be home . I already made my ” to do list ” when am home this saturday haha.. Watch Iron man 3 with Nic ( i already watch it but am going to watch it again because we already promised each other to watch it together 2 months ago when we saw the trailer LOL ) , hang out with my girls , go karaoke , playing tennis n so on. Anyway guys , I need to hit my bed now so we continue some other time ? . I will try to update my blog as much as i could . Good nite and enjoy my post =D

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n oh yeah.. i found another quiz on the internet so i answer it while watching Glee s4 LOL
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
Nope
2) Got into a real fight?
With my sister when i was young LOl.. Does it count ?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Yes.
4) Tried to commit suicide?
Nope.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Duh ==’. Who hasn’t ?
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Insanely YES ! LOL
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
Sometimes
8) Accused someone of using you?
Yes. n I was right
9) Shoplifted?
Never !
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Once ==’ n its pretty lame !!! I only drank 1 mini cup of fruit vodka ==’
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
Yes !!!! n its AMAZING !!!
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
I dont like video game but sure i skipped homework to shopping and watch movie LOL
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
No == but maybe SOON LOL
14) Bored?
Not really haha.. i got so many things to do !!!
15) Avoiding someone?
No.
16) Avoiding some task?
Trying to but sadly it failed whahahaa
17) Depressed?
Nah
18) Crying?
Nope
19) Annoyed with a friend?
Slightly…
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Sadly yes =.=

Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Not really..
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
Depends on what case LOL
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
OH yes !
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
Nah
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
Depends
26) Go out drinking?
Nope. Not really my thing especially when i cant drink any alcohol hahaha
27) Smoke cigarettes?
No and wont !
28) Smoke weed?
Never try it LOL
29) Do any hard drugs?
No.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
hah ?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Yes
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
No.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
erghh no
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Used to believe that but not anymore. Not everyone deserve second chances !
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
Yes. What comes around comes back around.
36) Think things will get better?
Eventually.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
My parents taught me not to “afraid” to take responsibility for my own actions.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
I dont really care much about other’s opinion about me, not anymore.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
I am a girl . ofc i want a boy with short hair LOL
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
Both LOL. I prefer sense of humour instead of smile and abs whahah
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
-
42) Shy OR open?
Open.
43) Eyes OR body?
Eyes
44) Religious OR non-religious?
Spiritual, not religious. I believe people should decide for themselves what they believe, not follow what everyone else is doing.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
Caring
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
Straight edge
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
Doesn’t matter
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
Since my parents kinda strict , i think no tattoos LOL . But if the guy as cute as adam levine , then its ok haahhha
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
Both.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Parents.

Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
I cant drink any alcohol ==
52) Smoke weed?
No.
53) Smoke cigarettes?
Never.
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
Yes.
55) Forgive an ex boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
Well well well.. On my case , i prefer forget but not forgive. But, i dont really care anymore.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
No.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
Yes. My mom always taught me that.
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
YES !
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
Depends.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
Yes.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
Hmm why not ?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Would and will. I do not take kindly to those who threaten the ones I love.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
Sometimes.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
No.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
Why not ? Everyone has their own reasons for every actions.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
No.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
As much as I hate to say it, yes.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
No. I would lose the weight in a healthier way.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
No.
70) Sleep naked?
Never try it LOL

You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
Black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
hah ?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
Cellphone
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
Choco Milk
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
Friends XD
76) Mac OR PC?
PC
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
Movies
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
Old bands
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
Pop Punk
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
Hard to choose hmm.. listening to music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
Coke, tastes better
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
People changes and so do i but not drastically. Changing is a part of grown up so yeah
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
Clean
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
I dont know them haahhah
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
Craig sounds awesome !! Ronnie sounds gay whahha
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
Comedy .
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
Europe !
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
Hmm.. i am a shophalic so this question is really hard.. but then again, i am a heels lover so SHOES then.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
Neither
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Depends. If drop out and can be rich then why not ? LOL

Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
Yes.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
Nope , i told my parents about my social life..
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
Yes !
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
Depends.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
Yes ! Thanx God LOL
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
Sometimes, because when you are a girl. You got so many things to be worried about.
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
My little brother asked me this question back then n i answer if a boy then Superman n if it a girl then Sailormoon LOL. Ok am joking ! I dont want to think that far because from my experience, its useless to think too far especially about future kids.
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
No.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
Don’t really hate any bands hahaha…
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I’m really stubborn and heck care person. Sometimes it caused pain to myself and my surroundings.

Butterfly fly away..

Hi guys.. Some of you might known that i am majoring interior design in university n some probably still dont know about that but its not important haha.. On today posts, i am gonna share a tutorial on how to decorate an empty wall n hopefully you find it useful n fun. I supposed to post this tutorial few months ago but i unaccidentally deleted the tutorial photos in my laptop. All the original tutorial photos are inside my canon camera n i didnt bring my camera to jakarta . N now since am home , i can copy those photos from camera n share the tutorial with you guys . Ok lets start it.

This is my room (part of it) before i decorate it. Look how empty n plain the wall was -.- so i decided to made somtgh on the wall . Anw i dont really like my room theme n colors. my parents hired an interior designer to design my bedroom 3.5 years ago n they have chosen brown color as the main color for my bedroom . Back then, i dont really care what color for my bedroom as long as its comfort n nice lol n now after i spent years learning about interior design , some part of me wanted to change sometgh about my bedroom n so i decided to do a simple decorating

Step 1 : what you need

As you can see on the picture above, you need :
1. A hollow frame . you can made it by yourself which kinda troublesome or you can buy it from frame shop . Its only cost 15$ for my custom frame . Cheapo rite hahaha.. oh yeah before you buy the frame, measure your wall n your frame so the frame will fit perfectly on your wall
2. A scissor
3. A glue n double tape
4. Old newspaper , n a hvs paper which has been printed with old n black butterfly patter ( you can print any pattern as you wish but i choosed butterfly picture n i printed it with black n white color because i find it amusing whahahaha )
5. Additional : polaroid photos n polaroid clips

2. Cut out the butterflies n fold it so it will looks like a 3D butterflies

I made another butterflies from newspaper ( personal choices )

3. After you done cutting all the butterflies, then you place the double tape on the back side of your hollow frame. ( you can choose either using a double tape or a nails to stick the frame on the wall depends on your wall condition ) i choosed using a double tape because my wall is made from 9mm plywood n its really thin so its better to use a double tape instead of nails.


4. Next, you just hang your hollow frame on your wall in watever position you like n start placing the butterflies randomly



5. As an additional you can add polaroid photos to your hollow frame like mine

This is how my butterfly frame looked like when i turned my hidden light on at night

Well thats it guys.. Its simple rite n btw so sorry about the long posts hahahha.. Hope you like it n you can share any thought about this tutorial n please dont be mean yeahh hahha.. Current news : am doing another decoration ( heels closet) n fingercrossed it will be done soon so i can share it with you guys. Gotta off now n gud nite

Quicksands

Hang out with Jen today n its so fun !

Made this photo for mom

Mom n dad

3 Halim’s musketeers lol

Today i picked up my family photo shoot pictures n all my family are satisfied with the result . In fact, my dad just came in to my bedroom after he look at our big photo frame in the living room n i saw a big smile on his face n my dad said he love our photo which is suprise me because my dad is not a big fans of taking pictures n pose for hours lol.

Black n white !

Daniel Wellington watch – Rayban sunglasses – Charles n Keith ombre heels – Zara top

With Anwar n Jasinda XD

Instagram update :

From left to right : 1. Kewpie doll ( i want it so badly ! cute rite ? hihi ) 2. My bed side table 3. Outfit post 4. Me 5. Daniel Wellington choosed me as their pic of the day and featured it on their instagram account #yeay 6. MLTR ( i love their songs !!! They are awesome ) 7. Daniel wellington’s nato strap ( confused to pick colors for my 2nd n 3rd straps so i upload it on instagram to get a suggestion on which colors to buy lol ) 8. – 9. Silly Vj

From left to right : 1. Dad n bro 2. Outfit post 3. Fresh mangoes from dad 4. Narcism with my sis 5. Dad’s outfit lol 6. Me with my siblings 7. Outfit post 8. My great buddies ( VJ n Dus ) 9. Rainbow cake

From left to right : 1. Outfit post 2. Past pic i looked really young rite hhahaha 3. My messy pants n shorts 4. Dentist = scary 5. My red burn heels 6. My bro’s legos 7. My fav dessert : fruit sago ! 8. Bowling with my bro n sis #quality time 9. Bowling shoes

Well thats it . I hope you enjoy this post n good nite guys.

Unspeakable

hi everyone.. Hope all of u enjoy your holiday with happiness .Yeah its been a while since the last time i updated my blog.. Nothing much to tell about me.. I am not in a good shape of life.. i am on my holiday but i dont feel any joy at all.. life is a tiring journey indeed. I dont even know wats the point of living.. Wake up, take a bath , eat , breath, and do all those things over n over again. But watever happen, let it happen. I dont really care anymore. anw, 2012 is going to end tomorrow so i would like to say sorry to those i hurt and to thanx my family n my close friends for everything you guys have done for me. No photos going to be upload at this post but you can check my instagram (sandrahalim) for daily update. So once again, happy holiday to my readers n may happiness stay with all of u always.

22

Hi everybodyy Some of you have known that i turned 22 last week lol ( turned ==’ feels like a vampire or somtgh LOL ) haha.. Damn , am OLD -____- haha.. But i must say, this year betday trully was a BLAST. Good laugh, good company, and good food . Celebrated my betday at my hometown n i love it ! Last year betday was really sucks n Its true when someone told you ” sometgh good will come eventually ” LOL n it did haha !!!! Lots of my friends called me to said Happy birthday, text me happy betday messages, whatsapp, twitter etc. The best thing about my friends are they still used the old ways ( Call n text messages ) even thou lots of people wont bother to call or text you n just wish happy betday to you via facebook (am not saying it’s a bad way to say happy betday) but i prefer the old ways n plus its really heart warming when my friends still call n text me . Appreciated alot ! Hmm ok, lets just jump to the pictures part shall we ? hahaha..

What i got for my betday ! Giant suprise from my fellas LOL

wat a giant the flower board rite ? lol.. yeap, it was a suprise from my friends. Funny story about it. Someone rang my home bell in the morning , n my driver open the door n saw the flower board.. My driver call my mom (in the second floor) n told my mom there’s a package for me.. Then my mom came down to the first floor n she just went speechless after she saw the flower board hahaha.. My mom asked me to came down asap.. So i ran down from my bedroom to the first floor.. My mom just simply said ” Look outside ! its from your friends ” HAHHAa.. I look outside n THADAAAAAAA… i saw the flower board n i laughed like hell plus kinda embarrassed (the whole neighbours were looking at my house like a weirdo) even my mom’s friend asked her why there’s a giant flower board infront of our house whahha.. I was smiling like crazy plus happy cause i have an amazing friends.. Thanx Anwar, Jasinda, Ay, Missy n Agu !

Had dinner to celebrate my betday with my best buddies

Birthday cake from my friends hihi..

What i wore to the dinner . Peplum top – Miss Selfridge , Tribal skirt – F21, Watch – Daniel Wellington , Studd spike bag – Zara , Heels – Aldo.

Betday greetings from Nic . Thanx niccc !!!

My friend Jasinda made this collage for me.. She is so sweet riteee !!!

Birthday ecard from Jen

Birthday gift from Dus , Theo , Von n Kelvin . My buddies really knew i am a heels freak LOL

2 days ago , my uni friends came to my apartement n gave me a belated betday suprise . Even thou my betday has passed 4 days, they still came to celebrate it. Nice rite hahaha.. Thanx guys.. Anw , do u saw those whip cream on my face ? LOL.. My friend Jen did it to me ==’ hahaha

Second cake . I think am gaining lots of weight thanx to my birthday haha.. 2 birthday cakes n 3 plate of birthday noodle ( chinese tradition to eat noodles when you’r betday ) LOL

Celebrated Jasinda betday (18nov , yeah we are betday sister lol)

Me with Missy. She joined my family dinner nite. My mom insisted we must went to restaurant to celebrate my chinese betday haha..

My mom n my sis

Me with mom . She is so beautiful rite.. My hero !!! Love you maa

Me with my sis . Do we look alike ? hahaha

Theo n Missy playing with turtles n fish lol

Pardon my narcism lol

Took this picture while i was in the plane heading back to Jakarta. The gorgeous city view is the reason why i always choose the night flight The city looked like a star from above. Mad love.

Well, thats it hehe.. I am so happy with my life now.. So many people cares and love me.. I am indeed lucky XD. I got lots of wishes for my betday.. some of my friend wish am getting stronger mentally , always happy, stay funny, meet a nice guy soon lol , n the most epic wish > to stop shopping whhaaha… Watever the wishes are, lets just say amen . Anw , wish me luck for my final test yeah.. I will come home on 21st december.. Cant wait hihi.. This holiday is going to be F.U.N ! gotta off now guys, cya n gud nite

Shark in the water

Good day everyone i just survived from DEATH !!! *ok am being ridiculous here lol.. but its kinda true hahaha.. I was sick last week n damn !!! was so so so miserable ==’ high fever , super sore throat , and cough nonstop. But now my pain is over *haleluya haha.. These past few days , i laughed alot n its a good thing rite whaha.. Met new friend name Ivan n i swear to God !! he is so funny !!!!! we talk and laugh like we know each other from past life wkwkw.. Anwar n his mom + auntie came to Jakarta for his Jakarta Fashion week !! his show was stunning ! I was invited to attend JFW 2013 by other desainer as well. Life is pretty awesome rite now.. n the highlight of this week is i watched DAVID FOSTER concert which is AMAZING , AWESOME n GREAT !!! I love his songs since i was a kid. Everytime i heard his song or saw his concert ads on the television , i always think ” DAMN i want to watch his show so badly !! how i wish i could watch ” n told my mom how i wanted to watch his show n well my wish come true !!!! I cant stop smiling before the show , during the show n after the show !!! During the show , i chat with my mom to tell her i arrived n my mom asked me ” Do u happy ? ” n i answered my mom ” YESSS am so happy !! ” haha.. Actually , my mom kinda forbid me to watch his show because the location is far from my home n the show ended at 11.30 Pm. Mom is so worried because am a girl n am alone but she understand how much i want to go so she let me. BEST mom rite There’s no perfect words to describe how happy i was . Best 2.5 hours of my life n i dont regret spending lots of money to watch his show. Last year, i dont have a chance to watch his show n i was so sad.. I even asked my friend/ex READ stranger who lives in singapore to help me find David Foster’s ticket concert (David came to Spore last year) and accompany me if we could get a tickets. but of course, my friend/ex (READ again) stranger doesnt help me so i was so frustated n this year i got a chance to watch David show !!!! thats why i am so happy hahahha.. Considered it as my early betday gift n THANX YOU MOM !!! LOVE you so so so much ! This week indeed an amazing week . Ok , i will stop talking about concert now hahaha.. Enjoy the photos yeah..

Second invitation by Grace Soenjaya

Yeah i was so lucky to be invited to attend Jakarta Fashion Week 2013. Thanx to Anwar Dani (my buddy) n Grace Soenjaya. The funny n awesome thing about the invitation from Grace is i didnt know her at all !!! We met literally from instagram after i posted some pictures regarding JFW event n the next day, we emailed each other n she gave me an invitation to watch her show.. She is really sweet.. She even text n call me to remind me about her show.. Isnt she great ? N btw her collection was great . See ? We can be friends with who ever we want.. Stranger from instagram n now we are friend XD.

From the runway

Both are Grace Soenjaya’s couture dress So sorry for bad quality picture.. I dont bring my SLR camera because its damn heavy n i decided to take pictures with my iphone camera which is sucks ==’ but not that bad rite lol..

Peggy Hartanto’s dress…

Peggy Hartanto’s collection !! My fav gorgeous rite hahaha

DAVID !!!!!!! *screaming in side lol

Damn.. i smile again LOL.. Ok ok i wont start again i promise XD . ARGHHH He is simply AMAZINGGGG !!! ok ok this is for real.. i stop now whahah

My sick face -__- . I went to JFW (second day) with my sicknes face n body hahaha..

Group picture . Look at anwar fingers ==’ He always tease me !!!! haha…

Me with Jen.. Its been ages since the last time we play photobooth !!! LOL

Me with sweet funny Ivan

My new watch Damn love it.

Mine n Nic’s

Yeah i shop again ==’ . Bought this Daniel Wellington watch on the same day as David Foster’s concert.. So this watch is pretty special for me lol. At first , i asked Nic to find this watch n help me buy it ( He lives in Swiss so i thot its easier to find this watch there instead of Asia but i was wrong lol) then Nic told me that he never heard about this watch but he is willing to help me.. Long story short, Nic didnt found the store n turns up DW store is having an exhibition at Jakarta so i decided to buy it by myself so voila lol.. Nic bought 1 two.. Mine is gold n Nic’s silver. so yeah, now we are DW buddies lol.

WATCH this guys !!! It makes me laugh like hell whhahaa.. Jimmy Fallon indeed a funny guy n he is so sweet. I started to watch his show last week n damn ! now i addicted to his show haha.. ” The late night with jimmy fallon ” . Look how silly n talented he is on this video LOL

Old songs from Boyz II men !!! David Foster performed this songs on his concert n it is a good songs

Smile n be happy !

Addicted to country songs lately n i do love country songs.. Country songs = fantastic.. Its related to me n am amazed with country musician because they r so original n write their own songs. Check them out

Lyric : I bet this time of night you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week
I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window
Looking out at the city
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don’t
I almost do
I almost do

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
Cuz each time you reach out there’s no reply
I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can’t say hello to you
And risk another goodbye

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don’t
I almost do
I almost do

Oh we made quite a mess babe
It’s probably better off this way
And I confess babe
In my dreams you’re touching my face
And asking me if I want to try again with you
And I almost do

The most romantic song ever !!! Blake Shelton sang this song for his wife , Miranda Lambert (country singer too). How sweet is that !!! Made me want to cry haha..
Lyrics: I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you
Yeah!

God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

Lyric : If I could
I would dare
Feed your dreams
And starve your fears
If I could
Light the world
We could sit
And watch it burn
We could fall asleep inside the glow

[Chorus:]
So tell me what I gotta do to win you over
You’ll never have to wonder if you need another
You’ll never have to wonder if I understand
And every time you reach for me you’ll find a hand out
Ohhh

[Verse 2:]
If I could
Take you in
Feeling you deep
Beneath my skin
Then I could
Slip away
With you as a poison in my veins
I don’t wanna fall asleep alone
And wake up knowing that I died without the one

[Chorus: x2]
So tell me what I gotta do to win you over
You’ll never have to wonder if you need another
You’ll never have to wonder if I understand
And every time you reach for me you’ll find a hand out
Ohhh

[Ending:]
If I could
I would dare
Feed your dreams
And starve your fears…

Songs really do help people , i experienced it myself.. Lately, i saw lots of sad / heart broken tweets on my twitter timeline.. Message for broken hearted people : You deserved someone better than your ex ! No matter what happened in the past, just going forward… You will be just fine ! Trust me, i know Better be single rather be with someone who never trully love n care about you.. Dont fall for ” i let you go because i love you, so please understand bla bla ” CRAP. Its just an excuse for coward to cover themself.. If you really do love someone, you will fight no matter wat. So, for you broken hearted people around the world, move on… smile n be happy